When we were making plans for your birthday, I never imagined I wouldn’t be apart of them. Today, you turn 30 and though I’m already heart broken, I am even more so because I can’t spend it with you.
I won’t call or text you. I won’t send a card or tell someone to tell you “HBD”. It’s too difficult. For that, I’m sorry.
So instead I’ll say what I have to say here:
Happy birthday bb. I’ll always be your biggest fan. I love you.
(That time he let me wrap him up in a burrito)